Lady Susan: Diplomatic Display New York Morgan Library & Museum, MS. MA 1226
on my resentful heart, you may gueſs how muchmore strongly they operate on Mr . Vernon's generoustemper. – I wish I could
be as well satisfied as he is, that it was really her choice to leave
Lang::ford for Churchill; & if she had not
staid three months there
before she discovered that her friendsmanner of Living did not suit her situation orfeelings, I might have
beleived that concern forthe
loſs of such a Husband as Mr . Vernon, to whomher own behaviour was far from not unexceptionable, might for a time make her wish for
retirement. But I cannot forget the length of her visit to the
Manwarings, & when I reflect on the differentmode of Life which she led with them, from wthat to which she must now submit, I can only sup::pose that the wish of establishing her
reputation by following, tho' late, the path of propriety, occa::sioned her removal from a family where she
must